February 2011
Feb 28th
Victim Inviting - No Jail for Rapist →
I am beyond livid.
Feb 26th
Feb 25th
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I am feeling VERY womanly today, and it’s okay :D
Feb 25th
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I have *no* idea what I’m doing for Spring Break. Canadian friend offered me visitation fun up there, but I don’t have a passport, poop. Sigh, it sucks living 6 hours from home..
Feb 24th
I’d just like if maybe you said..”Oh, honey, I’m so sorry ____” or “It’ll be okay” or “Well *I* love you.” or something, instead of approaching all of my sadness as something to be logically talked down to. 
Feb 24th
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Feb 24th
tenuous sanity
Been feeling very fragile lately. I’m all smiles in public, but I have been doubting every breath, every glance, every spoken word, and worrying that deep down, everybody cannot wait until I leave the room.
Feb 23rd
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Tumbler: Gifthost.html
Feb 19th
Feb 17th
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THAT SHOW →
HERE IT IS NICOLE I FOUND IT HOOOOLYYYY SHEEEET http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Gwenevere_and_the_Jewel_Riders http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Gwenevere_and_the_Jewel_Riders http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Gwenevere_and_the_Jewel_Riders http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Gwenevere_and_the_Jewel_Riders
Feb 16th
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Feb 15th
Wounded by the internet.
Woke up with my photos posted to 4chan on a “ugliest thing I stuck my dick in” thread. I..don’t believe any of my exes would really do that. It was probably a troll, leeching photos off my facebook. But seeing countless people saying.. “Ugly whore.” “Fix your face.” “Ew, butterface.” “Chubby.” “No amount of Photoshop...
Feb 15th
Never good enough..
Doubts, doubts, doubts. Art is horrifyingly serious and I just don’t know if I have what it takes sometimes. I’ve been struggling, STRAINING, for 10+ years to create art and still I cannot create things that please me. How can I possibly learn Illustrator, Photoshop, all of the required programs, in these last 2 years at Mansfield? I want to be a Graphic Designer. I really do, now. I...
Feb 15th
Feb 14th
Find it pretty cool that my submission to @stophatingyourbody was put up now, right after I drew this picture. I submitted that photo some time last week. :B
Feb 11th
Feb 11th
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bigender →
…I…wow. I feel…does this…this EXISTS? …This feels familiar.
Feb 11th
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Feb 11th
My bed is a tangled nest of blankets and pillows, my comfortable, impenetrable fortress of hidden joy and safety. But lately, I crave your legs sneaking into my side, the throaty, clogged, breathy snores that erupt from you and startle me awake. I miss you, and those words don’t do it justice. 
Feb 10th
Sleep Attempt
 I lay awake for a long time last night. Every time I shut my eyes, the sensation of rushing forward at increasing speeds surrounded me. I mentally tried to stop it, to stick my hand out of my mental window, but the force of my speed blew my hand back. I opened my eyes to the dimness of my room, the silence of its emptiness interrupted by the perpetual bubbling of my lonely fish tank. The little...
Feb 9th
Feb 8th
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Hello World
Another idea, fizzled and dead. Sigh. No, no no, Don’t let me stop. Please.  Peter’s pushing me to continue my children’s book idea. Really, I just want to finish *one thing* that I start. Is that too much, brain?
Feb 8th